..i finally know what trauma is..and its BAAADD..
..this is day 2 after the incident and I am still not able to get over it..we got beaten up by a pack of cops and that is NOT the worst of it..
..this is killing ma sleep..and i am a guy who slumbers the 3rd second i lie on ma bed and now it takes forever..i keep replaying the incident over and over again in ma mind and improvise what i could have said to her.."how come u r acting as if you had nothing 2 do with this? u r equally responsible for what happened yesterday..u were equally drunk as we were..we all decided to go out..when we were getting beaten up by cops,u were sitting peacefully inside the car..and if that DCP wasn't considerate enough to drop u safely back home,even u would have spend that entire night in the police station like us..he(my best friend) din close his eye even for a second the entire night as he was looking for a chance to get his phone back so that he can call u and tell u that he is OK, so that you can sleep peacefully..and what did u do?? very next day u call up everyone and made a huge mess out of this..u drag my mom 2 the police station..u embarrass your husband in front of his entire family and your family,so that you can save your face..and you want him(my friend) to call up everyone and EXPLAIN???..NO!! YOU explain.."
"my car gets confiscated, my mom pays up for everyone..why did u even come to the police station the next day?..u came empty handed without even carrying your purse..what? u thought u could show ur fat ass and get ur husband out?..u kept on telling his(my friend) sister and my mom 2 scold us while acting as if u were not even there in the scene..u even told his(my friend) sister that u tried to stop us from going out that night..dude(my friend), u r a very nice guy man,but today u get 2 see your wife's true colors..and I don't understand why u still keep supporting this selfish manipulating backstabbing liar.. "
..well,this is exactly what i wanted to tell her,but I could just say the half of it..the lift stopped and she left immediately and I couldn't let out the entire thing..fukkkk.. and now all this rage and the pain is boiling in the inside of me and has thrown me at the mercy of this bitch trauma..i will hate her for the rest of my life...she is a very bad selfish person who wouldn't even mind backstabbing her own husband and friends just to make her look pretty in front of everyone..and i can never forget this incident which showed me who she really is..and this betrayal is affecting me so bad that I am sitting and writing this stupid blog in the middle of the night..people say that you can forgive someone and release your anger, but i can never forgive her and this is my 'bitch trauma'..and its mine FOREVER!!!..
..this is day 2 after the incident and I am still not able to get over it..we got beaten up by a pack of cops and that is NOT the worst of it..
..this is killing ma sleep..and i am a guy who slumbers the 3rd second i lie on ma bed and now it takes forever..i keep replaying the incident over and over again in ma mind and improvise what i could have said to her.."how come u r acting as if you had nothing 2 do with this? u r equally responsible for what happened yesterday..u were equally drunk as we were..we all decided to go out..when we were getting beaten up by cops,u were sitting peacefully inside the car..and if that DCP wasn't considerate enough to drop u safely back home,even u would have spend that entire night in the police station like us..he(my best friend) din close his eye even for a second the entire night as he was looking for a chance to get his phone back so that he can call u and tell u that he is OK, so that you can sleep peacefully..and what did u do?? very next day u call up everyone and made a huge mess out of this..u drag my mom 2 the police station..u embarrass your husband in front of his entire family and your family,so that you can save your face..and you want him(my friend) to call up everyone and EXPLAIN???..NO!! YOU explain.."
"my car gets confiscated, my mom pays up for everyone..why did u even come to the police station the next day?..u came empty handed without even carrying your purse..what? u thought u could show ur fat ass and get ur husband out?..u kept on telling his(my friend) sister and my mom 2 scold us while acting as if u were not even there in the scene..u even told his(my friend) sister that u tried to stop us from going out that night..dude(my friend), u r a very nice guy man,but today u get 2 see your wife's true colors..and I don't understand why u still keep supporting this selfish manipulating backstabbing liar.. "
..well,this is exactly what i wanted to tell her,but I could just say the half of it..the lift stopped and she left immediately and I couldn't let out the entire thing..fukkkk.. and now all this rage and the pain is boiling in the inside of me and has thrown me at the mercy of this bitch trauma..i will hate her for the rest of my life...she is a very bad selfish person who wouldn't even mind backstabbing her own husband and friends just to make her look pretty in front of everyone..and i can never forget this incident which showed me who she really is..and this betrayal is affecting me so bad that I am sitting and writing this stupid blog in the middle of the night..people say that you can forgive someone and release your anger, but i can never forgive her and this is my 'bitch trauma'..and its mine FOREVER!!!..
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