...im still here..well is that a good news??
..hmm..lemme tell you something, i have this great affinity to computers..i can spend hours days n weeks looking at the screen of my computer, any computer in fact..i may not be doing anything particular at all..well, most people use computers for some purpose..and this list of 'purposes' is much bigger than the list of new-year resolutions i take every year..some of the multitudinous purposes are u know like data storage, web browsing, e-mail, chat, games, music, movies, s/w development, design, stimulations, n the list is almost endless (like u never knew)..so there is always this purpose, i mean a productive purposeful purpose,something which adds value to say, us or someone else or a group or whatever..
OK, now tel me, do u think arranging and rearranging your different folders in the machine harmlessly(without crashing) is one such purpose which adds any value??
...do u think changing your desktop wallpaper every now and then, and spending a lot of time in searching downloading editing and designing wallpapers add any value??
..do u think customizing your machine with different themes, icon sets, applications, keyboard shortcuts, login screens, widgets or even adjusting your quick launch, tray icon and task bar infinitely add any value??
...do u think minimizing n maximizing windows, moving them around and tiling them, fit in that list of purposeful purpose??
..does trying to touch the cursor on the screen while keeping your eyes closed is anything close to sanity??
..do you play hide-n-seek with your computer??or even know how to?
..but well.. these are some of the many dignified useless things i do with my computer..and yes this is how i spent hours days and week on ma machine..I've been doing the same for years and still feel that i haven't had enough..Does these things add some value, these things without any proper purpose??..it simply doesn't!!..but again, do we do everything for a purpose n for a reason? yeah damn we do..n u r friggin' wrong if you don't agree more..everything happens for a reason and purpose, and i know exactly what's the reason behind this erratic behavior is..its because i simply love it..(weird?)..now this is not the problem..(well yeah there is a problem if you haven't figured that out yet)..
So like i have told you, I do this every time when I'm infront of a computer, yeah..even when I'm in office n have hell lotza work to do..and i end up doing nothing at all, i mean nothing i was asked or was supposed to do, in time..lemme clarify, 70% of my office hour is spend doing the things i love, 10% for the very short breaks i take and, during what's left, i work..now, THIS is the problem..but its not like i don't love my job or work n don't wanna do it n all..i love ma job..i really do..its challenging..it requires lotza skill..there's a lot of learning..n i enjoy it..when i do it n don't do it as well...so now you see, not doing the work is also something i love and it seems staying very late in office and step-up in "pending" work are a few signs of its domination over the other..so, while not doing work i do the other things i love to..
..n so all said and done, in the end, this is what i am left with..80% of the office hour is wasted(as in for the organization)..n I'm conscience-smitten..pissed..really bad..but hardly for 5 minutes..n I'm back, back doing all the same good for nothing-but-me things and more..
So this is it..this is the problem..
..now what/how do i conclude?? i mean now that i have made all this observation n all, its time i deduce something from it,ri8?..so lemme pull everything together..compile!
..i started talking something and ended up with something else..so I'm a drifter..
..i waste office hours as i give less priority to doing work to not doing work...so I'm irresponsible
..i understand all these problems...so I'm smart introspective n is a sophist..
..but I do nothing about these problems..so I'm cheerfully irresponsible lazy bum..
..so these shouldn't be real problems for me..so i could be cool,highly optimistic,awry,juvenile or rather stupid..
..so to start with, I'm blithe super-light cheerfully reckless stupid impetuous cool irresponsible smart drifter...n I'm LOVIN' it..
..n to end this post with, I didn't find any solution to ma problem, and there seems to be none..how simply can there be, coz this how i am and I simply love it..so i guess, there was never a problem to begin with..
"a problem is a problem only if there is a solution to it..else its a wonder,a marvel" -Swami Thanupathu kidu kidaananda
..Hence i have been proved a marvel..
..WONDERFUL..
..hmm..lemme tell you something, i have this great affinity to computers..i can spend hours days n weeks looking at the screen of my computer, any computer in fact..i may not be doing anything particular at all..well, most people use computers for some purpose..and this list of 'purposes' is much bigger than the list of new-year resolutions i take every year..some of the multitudinous purposes are u know like data storage, web browsing, e-mail, chat, games, music, movies, s/w development, design, stimulations, n the list is almost endless (like u never knew)..so there is always this purpose, i mean a productive purposeful purpose,something which adds value to say, us or someone else or a group or whatever..
OK, now tel me, do u think arranging and rearranging your different folders in the machine harmlessly(without crashing) is one such purpose which adds any value??
...do u think changing your desktop wallpaper every now and then, and spending a lot of time in searching downloading editing and designing wallpapers add any value??
..do u think customizing your machine with different themes, icon sets, applications, keyboard shortcuts, login screens, widgets or even adjusting your quick launch, tray icon and task bar infinitely add any value??
...do u think minimizing n maximizing windows, moving them around and tiling them, fit in that list of purposeful purpose??
..does trying to touch the cursor on the screen while keeping your eyes closed is anything close to sanity??
..do you play hide-n-seek with your computer??or even know how to?
..but well.. these are some of the many dignified useless things i do with my computer..and yes this is how i spent hours days and week on ma machine..I've been doing the same for years and still feel that i haven't had enough..Does these things add some value, these things without any proper purpose??..it simply doesn't!!..but again, do we do everything for a purpose n for a reason? yeah damn we do..n u r friggin' wrong if you don't agree more..everything happens for a reason and purpose, and i know exactly what's the reason behind this erratic behavior is..its because i simply love it..(weird?)..now this is not the problem..(well yeah there is a problem if you haven't figured that out yet)..
So like i have told you, I do this every time when I'm infront of a computer, yeah..even when I'm in office n have hell lotza work to do..and i end up doing nothing at all, i mean nothing i was asked or was supposed to do, in time..lemme clarify, 70% of my office hour is spend doing the things i love, 10% for the very short breaks i take and, during what's left, i work..now, THIS is the problem..but its not like i don't love my job or work n don't wanna do it n all..i love ma job..i really do..its challenging..it requires lotza skill..there's a lot of learning..n i enjoy it..when i do it n don't do it as well...so now you see, not doing the work is also something i love and it seems staying very late in office and step-up in "pending" work are a few signs of its domination over the other..so, while not doing work i do the other things i love to..
..n so all said and done, in the end, this is what i am left with..80% of the office hour is wasted(as in for the organization)..n I'm conscience-smitten..pissed..really bad..but hardly for 5 minutes..n I'm back, back doing all the same good for nothing-but-me things and more..
So this is it..this is the problem..
..now what/how do i conclude?? i mean now that i have made all this observation n all, its time i deduce something from it,ri8?..so lemme pull everything together..compile!
..i started talking something and ended up with something else..so I'm a drifter..
..i waste office hours as i give less priority to doing work to not doing work...so I'm irresponsible
..i understand all these problems...so I'm smart introspective n is a sophist..
..but I do nothing about these problems..so I'm cheerfully irresponsible lazy bum..
..so these shouldn't be real problems for me..so i could be cool,highly optimistic,awry,juvenile or rather stupid..
..so to start with, I'm blithe super-light cheerfully reckless stupid impetuous cool irresponsible smart drifter...n I'm LOVIN' it..
..n to end this post with, I didn't find any solution to ma problem, and there seems to be none..how simply can there be, coz this how i am and I simply love it..so i guess, there was never a problem to begin with..
"a problem is a problem only if there is a solution to it..else its a wonder,a marvel" -Swami Thanupathu kidu kidaananda
..Hence i have been proved a marvel..
..WONDERFUL..
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